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I listen well. I think my problem lays with how my brain chooses to translate what I hear. My trouble begins with a faulty translation of what people say and how that relates to … Continue reading
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I am having trouble with the Macabre nature of my posts. I look back and think, “Some of these things look so sloppy.” and then I read them a second time and think “am I really that dark?” I realize … Continue reading
As I sit here, drinking from my Santa Claus mug and eating a ‘CRISP Kringle,’ I wonder if I’ll ever measure up to the other wonderful pages. ‘Clichehole to follow: Oprah tells us that human beings just want to matter in someway to someone. I think this sagely statement must hold true,why else would sites like WordPress and Facebook thrive? I try to remind myself that my project is much more self-serving than others therefore I delude myself into thinking I don’t care if no one ever takes interest in my ramblings. I think my biggest problem in life is insecurity, it is time to get over it and just press on.
Wonder if all of these fantastically creative people were nervous in the beginning or did their pages exude confidence from the start. I wonder if I’ll be filled with anxiety when I actually have others reading this. Wish my vulnerability would fade away, I recently learned that the world abhors vulnerability and treasures the strong… I guess I should have figured that out from the start; my mother never taught me and Darwin never resonated with me because of his practical approach to life. It’s a dreamers life for me
I am going to start a new project today. I hope to share some of it. I can’t wait to get rid of this story it’s been bottled up for the last year and it haunts me like a worrisome poltergeist.
I feel so very strange. I feel abnormal. I feel lost. I feel like the energy force that pulls everyone forward, like a boundless train, stopped and let me off in no mans land. Is this … Continue reading
